oh god let us be like you and your total
summation of love. infinite and directionless
as a fist full of arrows arcing and pinning.
god let me be a lover like you are
a lover of men.

i will move like a glossy machine through
the trees, demolishing and unscathed.
i will shuck you off, like a god, i will
strip your branches clean suck
out your bones. i am a god who will love
you all equally and despairingly:
negation